The funny thing is, when Jan and I met, we secretly wanted to be like the other. I was Mrs Bubbly and Jan was the beautiful, mature, and mysterious woman. We both felt that we needed to be more like someone else. That I needed to be more beautiful, and I needed to be more quite and then maybe guys would see what I really was; that I was in fact, special. lol The funny thing about this is how can a guy see it if you can't even see it. This is a trick for girls; Ladies he is just as confused as you are. Anyhow Jan and I soon realized that we were still the apple of God's eye, and even if we felt we were in peices, God can take those peices and make you into something even better than you could have ever dreamed. And he has!
I remember Jan and I being really in love with the character of GOd. I remember us sitting at coffee shop and just being content and the more we shared about who God was making us the more giddy we would be. That's an awesome thing. We decided to start this blog because we used to have this book, which honestly was called "The confessions of two beautiful college students who traveled the world to watch their friends get married, and yet are still single" It actually was pretty long and I think had alot of good points in it. However as life happens we moved apart and had to abandon our little book. So this is us starting over. We have grown alot, lol the finding a guy thing isn't even a concern now (For Jan especially since she is married :) But for me life is alot more than that... when your 20 it seems to take up your whole world! At 25, you start to see what it is your mom was right about. At 25 you realize that somethings aren't going to satisfy, and you start to realize what does. But that's for another day... Love you Jan and i'm so excited to do this with you!!